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Alright, I haven’t blogged about this yet as I didn’t want to jinx myself. I have been trying something new for my depression. I got tired of all the prescription drugs and their less than nice side effects. I had tried the herbal route before when I tried St. Johns Wort, which worked but gave [...]

My therapist asked me awhile back how I felt when I get up to go to work every day. At the time I just couldn’t put it into words other than panicked. Today I came up with the perfect analogy!
I feel like a cat that has just been thrown into a lake! Frenzied, flustered [...]

I am all worked up about going back to work tonight. I need to do something besides popping pills to get myself slowed down. The last thing I need is to have another breakdown there.
Right now my head is throbbing and my hands are shaking, which is making it darn hard to type. Lots [...]

Well first off I have come up with a big ol bug in the new system so it is on hold for a bit while I work that out. In the meantime I guess I should keep on blogging!
I am still suffering from a lack of enthusiasm. I think it may just be [...]

I have something in my head that is trying to get out. It is not yet ready for blog time but I think a few more days of stewing in my head will either bring it out or burn it up once and for all!
In other news I have noticed a definite upswing in my [...]

I am hoping that the upswing in my mood over the last couple days is due to my new meds and not just wishful thinking. I have been not all to entirely unhappy. Now if I could just get this knee fixed I would be about as normal as I get!
I haven’t been posting lately [...]